Bismiilah. Assalamualaikum wbt. I've stopped being a lover. Again. The story of us ended here * nangis * I hope I can heal fast. Amiin. Think of it, I pray to Allah for giving me the signs. I pray to Allah for best love story, I pray to Allah if he's the one then he'll stay. Then this thing, happened. My heart is bleeding, my heart is wounded again. It hurts. But then again, think of it. Allah get me through this path, heart broken, Allah SWT let me met a man who didn't want to stay, a man who chose to push me away. While I was so in love and was hoping he'll change his mind but he decided to say no. I am still in denial. I am still in so much pain that I can't stop crying. But then again, think of it. Again. This is the answer to my du'a, this is the answer to my istikharah, Allah SWT just showed me. Think of it again Zafirah, Don't you think this is the best? subhanAllah. You prayed for this (and still praying). inilah jawapannya, Tuhan tunjuk te
Assalamualaikum wbt. Hai. Al Fatihah, Ripin bin Soud. 03 February 1959 - 04 November 2014. Yang menjadikannya, tahun ke 9 saya dan keluarga tanpa bapa. I'm sorry pak, di tahun yang ke-9 ini, anakmu ini telah memberi rasa sayang yang teramat tinggi kepada seorang lelaki selain bapa dan abang serta Ayip. Maaf pak, kukira dialah orangnya sehingga disebut jelas dalam setiap doa dan ingatan. Ternyata, Tuhan senyapkan doaku. Tapi, pasti untuk sesuatu yang jauh lebih hingar dengan bahagia, kan pak?. I'm sorry pak, dalam tahun ke-9 kerinduan ini, anakmu kira, hidupnya sudah lega dan sempurna dengan pelbagai cita dan cinta yang tercapai satu demi satu. Ternyata, mana mungkin hidup manusia itu lengkap tanpa dugaan untuk kemanisan iman yang dijanji Tuhan kelak nanti, kan pak?. Pak, I'm sorry. I always want you to be here and near. You must be giving me warm and kind words to be fine again, kan pak?. Pak, I wish. The 10th years and on of remembering you always, will be something I
Assalamualaikum wbt. Hi. Welcome to my life drama ladies and gentlement. Haha! My ex is married. Haha. What actually to react over this news?. Honestly, I have mixed feelings of happy, confused, sad, regret and bitter. But on top of that, I am so happy and relief. He found his soulmate and I can't be more happier to see someone I ever known happy. He surely cut me off and I totally understand that. I hope it's okay to feel little bit sad and bitter since I am only human. But tears over someone's cheers is not how it should be. And I am not here writing this post to mourn my heart out. It's just.. It's honestly triggered my loneliness :') Maybe it'll less pain when I am with someone now. Maybe I'll not care much when I have someone in my heart now. Maybe I'll be 100% happy when I am firmed and healed from my previous relationship... now. How actually to react when you just knew your ex is married already?. Soal maaf dan berdamai dengan takdir,
Bismillahirrahmannirrohiim. Assalamualaikum wbt. Hi, there. Moving on was always easy for me. But this one, it hits different. I gave myself a week to grieve over my past relationship that has been crumpled and gone. It's time to help myself and my heart to heal and feel better. So that I am here, because as far as I know, words can also comfort me best. Well the least I can do to help finding myself again :) After the love story that I designed met it's ending, I came up with another journey. I am healing. Trust me. In my case. I have two thoughts (lessons) from this heartbreak. 1. I should put this in my concern that Allah SWT is protecting me and him from loving each other in a wrong way. And, of course Allah SWT must be keeping something best for us two even though we are not meant to be together. For each of our selves, a better future is awaiting. In shaa Allah. Amiin. 2. This is a win for me (even if I was being cheated- I am a girl dealing with a man. This kind of nega
Assalamu’alaikum. Hai! Ini cerita pasal kehidupan sebagai pelajar Tingkatan 6 yang guna sistem baharu iaitu “Sistem Modular”. Ya, saya tahu memang ramai orang di luar sana yang tidak tahu STPM sistem baharu tu macam mana. Yang sedihnya, ada juga yang masih dengan fikiran tampuk lama pasal tingkatan 6 ni sampai “underestimate” pelajar2 tingkatan 6, sedihla macam ni T_T Wahai cik kak cik kak, encik abang encik abang, makcik makcik, pakcik pakcik, adik adik lepasan SPM bukala mata dan minda, rajinkanla diri pegi google Tingkatan 6 tu macam mana, Tingkatan 6 sistem baharu itu macam mana. Kalau malas pun mau google, tanyala kepada orang yang tahu, tanyala pelajar Tingkatan 6 atau guru-guru Tingkatan 6 yang lebih tahu dan lebih faham pasal perkara ini. Jangan pandang sebelah mata dengan Tingkatan 6. Tolong. Fuwhh~ intro pun suda begitu penuh dengan ehmohsi ==’ So, let’s moving to the story about life di Tingkatan 6 aka Pra-U di SEMEKAR sepanjang penggal 2 ini. seperti
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